Mike Tyson Battled Demons When He Was High

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Mike Tyson's love of pigeons shows his kind heart

 Podcast--Demons and Drugs Included

I go by ENERGY, so sometimes it will surprise you to realize the people I stand by or have sympathy towards..

Mike Tyson, has always been one of those people. Mike Tyson had a tough upbringing that reflects the lives of many Black men. He was faced with dealing with negativity all around him. Unfortunate enough, like many Black women, Mike Tyson's mother was a single mother raising three children. His father left the home when he was 2-years old. He was also forced to live in "trash can" neighborhoods and expected to succeed and thrive.

I don't want to talk down on Mike Tyson's mother, but I have a slight resentment towards women who continue to have children in challenging, dangerous neighborhoods that weigh heavily on their children's ability to grow up without dysfunction. Mike Tyson was arrested 38 times by the time he was 13-years old.

Black Mafia Family: Big Meech's Interview from Jail

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 When the Glamor fades away

OK Guys before you read my original article I have to correct my spirit and ENERGY. God spoke to me and he told me don't be so hard on this man. Why?? Because he's already down. Even though he tries to act cocky in the interview at some points, he's still a man locked in solitary confinement and he still has a heart and soul. He's simply someone who was raised like a lot of Black men in Society. A society where it's hard for them to feel power, so he got his sense of power from the streets and materialistic things. It doesn't mean his ENERGY of the past should not be examined, but again I just can't beat this man down like that. I will start by putting up a better picture.............

I want you to absorb the interview I include of Big Meech from Jail.

Big Meech and the "Black Mafia Family" have always amazed me. From an interview in jail one of the leaders of BMF, Big Meech who's serving 30 years, says he's considered a legend, but I wonder if there is at least one "non-ass kissing" person in his life to tell him the truth about his legend status. Is there one person that would let him know he's a "legend of stupidity" to those with the wisest minds?

Yes, I know, I know, I'm mean.

Of course the lowest standard people would agree that he's a legend. They only think about  the money he was able to make, the fly cars, parties and celebrities that was part of his life, so they would think I'm crazy, when I say he's a "legend of stupidity". They don't realize that it just shows how low their life is and how reckless they are willing to be in order to feel like something, even when it's temporary and disastrous in the end..

I would rather make $50,000 dollars a year for life than live the life he lived and go to jail for 30 or more years. But the Universe reminds me he had opportunities to feel what many Brothers he knew could never feel. In a sick way that made him feel powerful. It's like being the richest person in the Ghetto when you  could have still made more than the average person around you without going to jail.

If you took two people from a decent area and they each have money, one would not be willing to knowingly risk going to jail just to make a little more money. Why? Because they already have money and feel like somebody. That applies to a person who is not very materialistic too. They would not be willing to sacrifice their life and risk going to prison for material gains. Many times they are more spiritual and will start to wonder "who are they trying to impress".

 When you don't feel like someone in life you are willing to take more risks. You don't care or think about potential negative outcomes because you have a secret resentment for your circumstance and simply want to get out of it by any means necessary.

Rhianna Continues to Make Alcohol Her Comfort

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Rhianna drinking Corona and taking shots.

Most people in society are desensitized by the new age drug culture that is running wild in American. We sigh when people like Amy Winehouse falls prey to drug and alcohol addiction. We sigh then move on. We sigh and move on to witness the next person who follows the same path.

Of course we don't come against the ENERGY of that person, instead we enable them. We convince ourselves it's normal, and secretly like to see how the show will unfold. It's like watching a horror movie, or the aftermath of a car wreck, it's irresistible to many.

Now, here we have Rhianna falling prey to drugs and alcohol due to the pressures of the entertainment industry. We see this, but we don't have much to say. We convince ourselves it's not that bad and normal. All around us the Universe demonstrates that this is not true but people like to think of things in the most simplistic way. People subconsciously keep their thinking simple so that they can go eat, do drugs and alcohol themselves while not having to truly worry about the problem. Probing and concentrating on a problem takes time and ENERGY. Most people simply rather exist until an ENERGY  becomes overwhelming.

Well, I have a higher consciousness that understands the need to address growing ENERGIES, ENERGIES that have the potential to effect they way people think. This is why both Black and White women have strung out daughters now. The culture brainwashes them to think that they are not normal if they don't drink. The culture bashes the notion into their heads that real fun happens when you're high or drunk.

I always knew that Rhianna had a drinking and drug problem, her actions can be hidden from low conscious people but not those like me. Rhianna has a delicacy and lack of strength that puts her in the category of someone who uses substances to be able to cope with life. Of course she is fine with that and is surrounded by those who NEED to do the same thing, so she doesn't feel out of place. In fact it's always a subliminal game in the industry of who will crash and burn next, despite the many traveling down that path themselves.

To go a little deeper it's important to understand that; the type of career and image Rhianna has chosen to have makes it almost essential, and necessary for her to have something to numb her.

Amy Winehouse Wants to Be An Example

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Sometimes I envision myself as Whoopi Goldberg's character Etta Mae in the movie Ghost. Sometimes it's real where I can feel the ENERGY of a spirit wanting to speak, and sometimes, as in this case, I simply absorb the ENERGY of the situation.

I'm sure everyone knows by now that Amy Winehouse unfortunately died at the age of 27 at her home in Camden, north of London. I'm also sure that everyone knows that she died due to her lifestyle and drug and alcohol abuse.

It's sad but what are the odds that people will learn from her death and not let it be in vain? I can tell you, very slim.

Many celebrities are like Amy Winehouse. Here on my blog I speak about them often. In fact my next article will discuss the fact that Rhianna is showing signs of drug and/or alcohol abuse. Once an addiction grips hold of it's host all sense of control goes out the window.

This is because once you allow drugs to merge into your life, it controls your life. Many people are hesitant to admit this, most people would like to think they have control. So instead, the person convinces themselves that their addiction is simply where they are now. They convince themselves that they can change when they want to.

It is important to understand that this is not true, this is rarely the case.

Guess why?

It has nothing to do with people, environments or society, it has to do with the Laws of Nature within this Universe. Humans weren't designed by God and this Universe to come to earth and live like Amy Winehouse. Therefore taking the path Amy did will only lead to pain. Pain in many forms, physical pain, spiritual pain, and the pain of not being able to get it together and get off of drugs.

Once you fall into drugs the Universe makes sure to make it difficult for you to escape. The Universe purposely does this so that a lesson is hopefully learned. If it was easy to turn your life around after having a drug addiction, you would never truly release yourself, many people face this unfortunate fact anyway.

I don't want to slam Amy's friends and family, so I won't. It's virtually impossible to help someone who doesn't help themselves. However I can't help but point out that Amy's friends either have drug addictions themselves or they were desensitized while seeing her go down hill.

That's where the line would have been drawn with me. I would have told Amy that I was her friend and loved her but I can't watch her disintegrate right before my eyes. I certainly would not have partied with her or watched her actually take drugs.

Shortly before Amy's death she brought multiple drugs including cocaine, heroin, ecstasy and the horse tranquilizer ketamine, from a dealer a little after 10:30 pm on Friday.” This is certainly enough drugs to cause problems especially when they are mixed together.

I won't keep this long, my heart goes out to Amy Winehouse who was a little tiny lady with a powerful voice.

Read an interesting article...... theories are circulating that she was setup, led down a path to addiction and ruin after being signed to Universal Music by Jay-Z, and murdered in a conspiracy by the Illuminati New World Order after attempting to break free from their control.

Read Sirius the Doggstar's website for more information on lllumanti

I love entertaining conspiracy theories even if they might not be completely true. I like them because there can be ounces of truth in them. I like to weigh and absorb the ENERGY of things so I too am heading to Sirius the Doggstar's website to see what I feel.

In closing, however Amy died may she rest in peace and may young people learn from her.

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Bobby Brown Forgets Normal Behavior

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Bobby Brown is being accused of pulling a waitresses hair while at DJ Cassidy 30th birthday party, aboard the USS Intrepid aircraft in New York City, Wednesday night. The claim states he got mad when she walked away before he was finished talking so he pulled her ponytail. Bobby Brown claims it was done in a playful way.

Bobby Brown must understand that even if it was done in a playful way someone can claim differently. Not only is Bobby Brown in the spotlight, which always generates some type of cash. But, he also has a known drug and alcohol problem.

The combination of these things make him an easy target for someone who wants to exploit the situation. How much defense could he give himself?

His rep had this to say about the incident:

A rep confirmed the incident, saying, "It wasn't anything detrimental or anything. He did it in a playful way and it was fine. It was a misunderstanding. Everything was fine; no one had any issues."

It’s not serious, everything’s fine yet we hear about the incident. Bobby Brown must be careful and try to have as much common sense as possible, even when he’s drunk or high. And, I’m sure it’s safe to assume that probably was the case. By the way it's not the first time Bobby Brown has been accused of becoming physical with women while high at a party.

Anyway,

It’s good to hear New Edition is back together performing; hopefully they sing their most popular “bubble gum” songs but focus mostly on their older hits, it’s more fitting to their age.

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Drug Compulsion Gone Bad

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No matter how many times people warn others about the dangers of drug addiction people don't listen. Many people think that if they just do certain things differently or if they just take a little, they will be ok.

So I would like to present another example which shows that taking addictive drugs will never turn out how you want it to. You will never have the control you think you can have. Here’s an example of that:

Attleboro police said Coheed and Cambria bassist Michael Todd showed a Walgreens pharmacist a note on his SmartPhone Sunday afternoon, saying he had a bomb and demanding prescription drugs.

Here’s the thing, he did this hours before his band’s concert. He fled the Walgreens pharmacy with six bottles of Oxycontin and took a cab to his bands tour bus. He was arrested before the show and the band played on without him.

On an ENERGY level it’s clear to see that his addiction has reached a dangerous level. To threaten to bomb a place in order to get drugs means the monkey is on your back now. It means no planning was involved and he simply needed the drugs to function, now. I’m sure he didn’t anticipate getting the drugs in that way, he simply resorted to doing what he did to make the pain stop.

It reminds me of a man who came into the convenience store I worked in and snatched the donation box off the counter and ran. There where only pennies and other coins in the box, but it didn’t matter. When the monkey is on a person’s back they throw all reason out the door.

Let me take a shot at effecting potential drug users.

Like I said despite how many times people are warned about the dangers of drugs they still take them. They take them and become addicted, and hate themselves for falling into the trap. So I want to point out one reason amongst the many of why they should not become an addict. The main and strongest ENERGY that should make you not want to take drugs is the fact that you will become a slave.

Absorb the ENERGY of being a slave because that is what you will become to the drug you become addicted to. This is intensified when you have connected the drugs with an action. If you convince yourself, you cannot function, listen to music, have sex, have fun or be social and free without drugs, once you make that connection it will be true. It will feel like you cannot enjoy certain things without drugs. You will feel that you cannot relax or be free without them. It’s the same with alcohol.

It’s sad and scary! Allowing this addiction to form will make you feel like a rat on a rat wheel. You will feel like you cannot stop, you must keep getting the drug no matter how tired or frustrated you are. As this story demonstrates once addicted to drugs you will not be able to prioritize what’s important. The only thing important will be getting the drug. Everything else comes second. You will even risk your life, and safety to buy something you could have gone through life without.

Just the knowledge of knowing you could have done without the drug brings a feeling of being trapped and frustrated to many heavy drug users. There lives become miserable just like this Bassist, who has been replaced by another band member for the rest of the tour.


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Will Bobbi Christina Drug Problem Help the Family?

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There's no need to guess or speculate wheter Bobbi Christina was caught doing drugs not only are the pictures clear, she's been going downhill for a couple years now.



It's hard to imagine she would turn out any differently. She's been fed so many mix messages and have two parents that have substance abuse problems. Not one parent but two.

Not only are her parents addicts, they never had to suffer the way an everyday person does, particularly Whitney Houston. Despite the outrage and sadness upon hearing of Whitney Houston's condition, she was still beloved and people stood by her wishing her well.

The point is just like any average teenager, Bobby Christina grew up in an environment where drugs weren't necessarily scary, they where a way of life for her parents. The situation is worst than an average person with no money because she did not face the turmoil that comes when someone has a drug addiction but can't sustain it. This creates an ENERGY of drugs being something that can be dealt with and handled. It takes longer to feel out of control.

These pictures are more of a wake up call to Whitney and Bobby due to the ENERGY of their life. This is a beyond humiliating experience for them to deal with due to the world knowing their history. Hopefully they won't just simply put on a brave face in the public but will try to intercept this early. They still have slight control over her life at 17.

The positive outcome might be the fact that Whitney Houston will have to start living by example, and so will Bobby. Of course that's if the grips of "celebrity-hood" have not made their child something to be put on the back burner like a lot of children who have celebrity parents. A child needs more then acknowledgment, they need to be guided also.

Hopefully the entire family gets a wake-up call i wish them well both Whitney and Bobby have always sent good ENERGY through their music.